Sunday, August 2, 2009
i know he's avoiding me lah. it doesnt take a genius to figure that out. but its so sad that something so childish can cause a friendship to rock. really says alot. MISS YOU PPL!!
please please date me out before i start sch!! nanti aku dah kat NIE lagi bercinta nak jumpa korang. =(
anyway.. i miss my kids!! god!
the day i left, i got a phonecall from Kristen. "Hello Miss Diyana!!" omg. so cute lah she. bumped into her yesterday also.
and got an MMS from Puteri's mum. haha. nie pun lagi satu cutie. she told her mum that im going to be on a midnight flight to go overseas to study. so of coz her mum msged me lah. haha. and then she sent me the mms. shes so pretty!! such a doll! =)
this is why teaching is such a rewarding job. kids remember you and silly things that they do that can make you laugh till u cry at times. hehe. ok i admit i do have favourites lah. but to those i hate, its tough love. hehe. im stricter with them coz i know they are just out to annoy me. hehe. yes.. miss diyana garang okay. haha. got parents commented i am. the malay teachers also say i garang. hahah. oh well. P1s must be strict! thats when they learn the most.
and yes.. by now ppl dah tau i have a bf. haha. so hows it so far? oklah.. he's really nice. always making me laugh. of coz lah.. honeymoon period kan? haha. but to really say ive feelings for him, still a no. i mean like the feelings i had for hamad. or azman. not yet at least. but i guess, this things will grow right? if not pun, i guess, i should be glad that at least theres someone out there who likes me. haha. at times i miss my single life. coz being single is really the best lah! especially if u have a busy life like mine. hehe. but he's been great. really caring. accompanied me to A&E at night tho he had to work the morning shift the next day. mane2 i want to go, he want to teman me and send me. tho being me, im independant that i can do things on my own lah. but oklah. we'll see how things goes. maybe should just let nature takes its course. his 3rd time asking me to be his gf. hehe. never give up right? =)
I guess, its better for someone to love you more than you love that person. more in my case rather. seriously, lost hope in finding happiness in love. after all those heartbreak. at least now, not much expectations. i'll grow to love maybe. but it takes time.
the end.