Sunday, April 5, 2009
was suppose to go out with family but stupid sister buat perangai, mum got angry. so im stuck at home with boredom and the only think i find myself doing is preparing ppt slides and eating. oh how i hate the weekends. i can eat and eat and eat! no wonder im getting fat.
so anyway, mum nagged at me about my financials again yesterday. its not that ive no money at all. i do. but this australia trip is killing me. plus, im paying for my dad's airline tix so that would cost me a total of 1600 for 2 ppl. thats just the airline. not inclusive of visa. so of coz im having trouble to save up that money within a short period of time. coz initially, ive no plans of going at all. it was just last month that they managed to persuade me into going. so ive abt 1200 in my bank acct. and my dad still owes me 700plus. which i doubt i can get it anytime soon coz he's really struggling. so thats like close to 2000. which is enough for the airline tix. so april, may and june salary will be for my expenses there. and it wont be much since after minus my fixed expenses, ive only like 600 to save. so 600 x 3 = 1800. and im going for 2 weeks. cukup tak eh? sydney is expensive. but insyaallah. so really, must budget to the max! seriously roti ngan air je for the next few months.
but what got me irritated was that she thinks i dunno how to save. and she wants to pegang my duit. like hello!! its my money. so why u want to kepo2? i know she has good intentions but i feel like she's looking down on me. like seriously. whenever i buy anything for home, do i minta balik the duit? my dad pinjam my duit, did i pester him to return me? no. im not petty abt money. ive no intention of setting up a family so why bother saving up for marriage? we'll talk when a good guy comes along and is sincere to be with me. but till then, i think im allowed to have some fun while i still can. its been like this with my mum. duit duit duit. tak habis2. so what if my sister gives her 300 and can still save alot when she first started working. saved up 10k in 2 years and used it to get married. so what? i still have a long way to go. and at the rate that guys been leaving me, i dont think i;ll get married soon anyway. lagipun, duit tu boleh bawa masuk kubur ke?
takpe diyana.. chill..
so anyway, now, i think im gonna go take a short nap. then continue with work. next week will be kinda hectic as well. what else is new kan? but looking forward to the movies with Wan on monday. shopaholic! and too bad plans for friday is cancelled coz haidir tak free. oi! busy sangat kau ni? sibuk nak kahwin ke pe? hehe. so anyway, we'll meet soon people! im dying to have fun! been 2 to 3 weeks dat ive been spending my weekends at HOME!! im going crazy!
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