Monday, April 13, 2009
dad called and said he will go with me to sydney. BUMMER!! i wanna go alone! so i pester him to go ahead lah. which he agreed. but hope it stays at that! he still had second guess tadi. man... i wanna go alone! experience travelling on my own. since i never will get the chance to do so anyway. hahah. except for my 2 sibling whom got a change to go australia or cambodia or wherever. me? my camps was all in singapore can! pulau ubin does not count! its within singapore region anyway. haha. so please pray dear friends that i can fly alone! haha.
so far, what i know is, we be flying on SQ. midnight flight. should be fun. please please please let me have this experience on my own. haha.
tom, teachers will be going on a learning journey. took all of us by surprise! when we came this morning, a notice was pasted on the door informing us of this trip. i was like WHAT?? to the arts museum. i dun mind going lah. but we werent inform. lucky im single. haha.
was listening to the radio just now. evanescense my immortal was playing. and guess who i thought of when this line, When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, was playing? azman. haha. i was smiling myself silly when i thought about it. we were sitting in his car at the backseat. and this song was playing on the radio. and he told me, he did that before. wipe away my tears. then i thought about it and asked, when did i cry infront of you? and he said not the sobbing kinda lah.. in times when i was devastated when hamad left me. haha. till now i still remember his words. and whenever i hear this song, i get reminded of him. haha. strange how little things like this stays with you. and this coming aussie trip, i will be reminded of fadzli pula. as it is, im thinking of him already. haha. about him trying to stop me from going to aussie. haha. oh well.. and like just now, when i went to parkway, i teringat him juga coz we had went there before. and even to places around singapore. i find that i cant visit these places as it will bring back memories. thus, im desperate to flee this country and leave everything behind and start anew. haha. if only that was possible. i would.
haidir tanye why im so free to update my blog almost everyday. hahaha. coz i dun have a bf to keep me busy thats why!! haha. if not, i'll be complaining to my bf and not my blog. but its a good thing i dun have a bf also. when i blog, i can just say everything out but with a bf, i cant. kene jaga hati. haha.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
yah. i do that. aLOT! haha.
okay.. got my marking and checklist to complete! =)
the end.